By Runjhun Noopur Nov. 25, 2019
The perception of a tortured artist is so glorified that it has become perversely aspirational. There is something highly alluring about the idea of deep sorrow and depression acting as a springboard for great pieces of art. The artists know it, and so does the market. But is this greatness worth it if you become an accomplice in your own exploitation?
“If you’re going to try, go all the way,” poet and author Charles Bukowski famously said. “Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery – isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it.”
“That is ridiculous,” a friend and fellow artist took strong exception when someone quoted these lines. “Is losing relationships really essential,” she wondered, “Is our mental health of no importance? Why can’t writers and artists have a healthy and functional life and also create good art?”
The trouble is that the perception of a tortured artist is so glorified that it has now become perversely aspirational. There is something highly alluring about the idea of deep sorrow and depression acting as a springboard for great pieces of art. The artists know it, and so does the market. From Van Gogh’s “Starry Nights” to Sylvia Plath’s The Bell Jar, there is an endless list of artistic masterpieces that are literally and metaphorically soaked in blood and tears, where the greatness (and the market worth) of the art was morbidly, but effectively enhanced by the miseries of their creators.
A literary group on WhatsApp that I am part of, was recently agog with discussion on the importance of mental health among artists – poets, writers, and musicians. In the wake of an unfortunate incident within the community, when a beloved veteran poet from our city Lucknow lost his life after a year-long struggle with depression-related illnesses, several others came forward with their personal battles. There was a collective anguish over the glorification of depression and substance abuse among artists, ostensibly as a state of mind that is conducive and perhaps essential to the creation of great art. A group member, who is a poet and a writer quoted the examples of poets like Majaz Lakhnawi, who battled with alcoholism and several mental health issues before succumbing to them prematurely, and Jaun Elia, whose temper was about as famous as his alcoholism. While their poems and couplets were legendary, their personal lives were far from ideal.
As most creative minds in my close circle keep repeating, heartbreak is a bestseller.
The trouble, as another member, a poet and journalist, pointed out, was that the artistic community and its audience did not see their tragic lives as a problem. As most creative minds in my close circle keep repeating, heartbreak is a bestseller. The fact that it may come at the cost of an artist’s life has always been of little significance. A couple of years ago, I had the misfortune of attending a session by a casting director. He spoke with great pride about a young boy whose ego they had systematically cut to size to fit the requirements of a role. That in the process they most probably permanently damaged the guy’s self-esteem and psyche was irrelevant.
The exploitative tendencies of industries that thrive off creativity are pretty much an open secret. Which is par for the course with almost any industry that relies on human capital. The only trouble with artists is that they often become accomplices in their own exploitation, truly believing it to be the only path to supposed greatness. There is a scene in Imtiaz Ali’s film Rockstar that has stayed with me. The record-label owner Dhingra (a brilliant Piyush Mishra), gets news of Jordan’s (Ranbir Kapoor, in one of the finest performances of his career) arrest. He gleefully turns it into an eye-grabbing poster – with jail bars, no less – for the next album which he accurately predicts to be a sure-shot bestseller riding on the misfortunes of its troubled star.
Rockstar is one of the rare contemporary Hindi movies that looks beyond the success of an artist, delving into their life’s ugly realities. Hollywood, of course, has a long tradition of such movies that range from biopics like Frida and Bohemian Rhapsody to more fictionalised tales like Whiplash and A Star is Born . There have also been more oblique references to the idea of an artist being a madman as in The Shining, and in a rather twisted way, in Bradley Cooper’s Limitless. Not just movies, David Duchovny’s Californication was a TV series that attempted to satirise, with varying success, the trope of a “troubled writer” by stretching it to a comically painful extreme.
In India, we have had Aashiqui 2 which was largely lazy, stereotypical and painfully tropey. But we also have classics like Abhimaan, Kabhi Kabhie, and in its own sweet way, even Guddi, that actually take a very real look at the cost of being an artist. None of these movies however take an approach as immediate and encompassing as Rockstar which actually factors in truths that tend to be glossed over: Corporate greed is not the only thing it gets right. There’s also the loneliness, obsession, frustration, exploitation, broken families, substance abuse, paparazzi, and blinding ambition, Rockstar had all the elements in place.
Popular culture, after all, has the power to influence aspiring artists in more ways than we can imagine.
The first time I watched the movie, I was going through a difficult time in my life, struggling to find a balance between my personal life, professional compulsions, and artistic ambitions. Jordan’s ambitions resonated with me as much as his struggle to find his feet in a world that refused to understand him. His frustrations and helplessness echoed my own, and in a way seemed cathartic. The idea that we were all doomed to suffer seemed strangely comforting, a kind of escape that allowed me to get away from finding any real solutions to my own problems.
In a world where artists dying at 27 is a legitimate phenomenon, where the likes of Avicii and Chester Benington continue to be the victims of their own greatness, the failure of our films and books to address the real issues behind stardom – rather, valorising that sadness – seems even more problematic. Popular culture, after all, has the power to influence aspiring artists in more ways than we can imagine. I lost the angst I was wallowing in when I first watched Rockstar almost a decade ago. I went from being endlessly fascinated to endlessly worried about everything the movie stands for. Irrespective of the struggles that I faced as a writer, one thing became very clear to me – any amount of material or artistic success that I might find will become entirely pointless if I was fundamentally sacrificing myself at the altar of great art.
As one of my WhatsApp group members said in conclusion of the ongoing discussion, we shouldn’t need to believe that our supposed greatness will always come at the price of our happiness. And if it does, is that really greatness or is it an illusion of it?
Runjhun Noopur is the author of the wacky happiness book, Nirvana in a Corporate Suit. She writes, talks, eats, and inserts oxford comma, mostly in that order. She also likes to believe that she can teach people all about happiness.