By Runa Mukherjee Parikh Feb. 20, 2020
Years of brainwashing has made menstruating women across the world feel unclean and unwanted for generations. The college in Bhuj stripping students to check their underwear for signs of menstruation is just the tip of the iceberg.
As the country gasped in unison at the college in Bhuj that stripped young girls to check if they were menstruating, Gujarat yawned. Ofcourse, checking bloodied underwear made sense! How else would the college, obviously funded by a billionaire who follows one of our hundreds of religious sects, know whom to discriminate against for the next four days? In Western Indian states like Rajasthan and Gujarat, the bloody discourse is everyone’s but the woman’s.
Generations of brainwashing has made menstruating women across the world feel unclean and unwanted. While the Sabarimala temple issue is a glaring example, closer home, a Pahadi colleague won’t touch water bottles or pickles while having her “zudke”, a friend was barred from her Malayali friend’s “thaalam” ritual because she was “down”, and a cousin was asked not to visit when having her period. If Nepal sends its women to secluded huts while bleeding, we are no better. In fact, the Bhuj college wasn’t the first incident; a UP-based residential school did the same in 2017.
But I came across the horrors of menstruating in Ahmedabad for the first time during Diwali eight years ago. Also celebrated as the Gujarati new year, it is a time when relatives visit each other, eat sweets, and hug it out. We were on our fourth home-visit of the day and found that unlike the previous three, the bahu here wasn’t serving food and chatting up a storm. She was instead quietly sitting on the floor in a corner of the living room and the mother-in-law was managing everything. I greeted the bahu but she said “na na, time maa chhu” to ward my handshake off. My bhabhi casually let me know that the bahu was having her period. I was so dumbstruck that I couldn’t think of more questions to ask.
Later in the car, my sister-in-law explained to me how women during their periods were barred from literally everything. As a daughter whose dad made her hot water bags when she was on her period, I found this news hard to digest.
“Why would anyone have to know when we are down?” I had asked, feeling a breach of privacy just discussing it.
“This is Gujarat. Your period is everyone’s business here,” my bhabhi had smirked.
I soon understood what she meant about “time maa chhu?” being the average local’s go-to question.
Once, I backed out of a wedding procession for being too sick, and my family calmly informed the relative that I was menstruating. While I turned into a puddle at being ousted like that, they didn’t even bat an eyelid. I doubt they even understood why that information was private, given the number of phone conversations I have heard over the years on who is menstruating when and who is upto what task consequently.
I gift the book Menstrupedia to the daughters of my friends in the hopes their parents may read it too.
Radhika, my next-door neighbor, rang our bell a few weeks later. She didn’t say a word in greeting, but simply gestured to accompany her to her bedroom. Too bewildered, I followed only to be pointed at her cupboard. I opened its wooden doors, took out a set of crisp salwar kameez, a pair of undergarments, and a dupatta. Then she pointed at one of her bedside drawers from which I took out a pair of gold earrings. “Sab zameen pe rakh do,” I was finally told. I barely recovered from the absurdity when she very soberly informed me that nobody was home and her “time” had started abruptly, so she could not touch anything. I suggested that she actually could, as no one had to know what she did in an empty house. But she kept shaking her head and said, “Paap chadega.” The next day I watched in disbelief as Radhika flung the car keys to her husband near the common stairs. He couldn’t let their fingers brush against each other, of course.
In peak winters, I cringed as Parul, my Sindhi friend, slept on the floor of her bedroom with a special mattress just for the occasion. Her mother-in-law told me haughtily, “These women have it better than us. We were given a separate room and just a bedsheet as that’s easy to clean. These women at least get to sleep in their rooms.”
Another night, at a friend’s home, their teenage daughter brought in all the snacks and tea from the kitchen because the mother was on her period. I later found out their meals were also being cooked by the daughter on those days. When the daughter had her period, it was her mother who bore the brunt.
If sitting on the floor when guests visit is humiliating, imagine your dinner and lunch being placed on the ground while the family eats on the table. I was once asked to move away from the tulsi plant while standing at a friend’s balcony. That was the day I decided never to share with anyone when I was bleeding and that has been my coping mechanism ever since.
I greeted the bahu but she said “na na, time maa chhu” to ward my handshake off.
Shockingly, the higher up on the societal ladder one is, the more afraid one is of “upsetting the gods and goddesses” by allowing impure women about in their own homes. Here men don’t feign ignorance about the subject. They know exactly what it is and treat the women as untouchables because years of conditioning have told them so. Scarily, it is the women who discriminate the most, and again it is their social conditioning, with a little bit of “I had to go through this, so you should too” thrown in.
In the imbroglio, never does the discomfort and pain of the women in question ever arise. In fact, women pop pills to postpone their period if there is a wedding or a puja in the house. Given all the financial smartness of the communities that cohabit this state, one would think that basic scientific knowledge would have trickled down to humanitarian aspects too. But the fact is that while they want your wombs to bear children (read: sons), they don’t want your blood on their carpets.
I keep attempting to push the limits in the city I now call home. I gift the book Menstrupedia to the daughters of my friends in the hopes their parents may read it too. I keep having discussions with the elder ladies about how no goddess would want this for her girl child, that by making “our time” everyone’s business, we aren’t becoming practical, we are just feeding an old monster. This isn’t the way we tell our sons and husbands about menstruation; this is further alienating them and widening the divide between the sexes.
That this subject is taboo is just the tip of the iceberg. The layers of indignity that accompany a phenomenon as natural and healthy as menstruation is mind-numbing. The humiliation cuts across castes and financial classes, education notwithstanding.
Recently my friends were all taking turns to hold my baby, and when it came to a 15-year-old, she shrugged and said she couldn’t. I knew that face all too well. I insisted she hold the baby and when she did, it felt like indignity of many years evaporating. It’s a small step – but a relevant one.
A freelance journalist by day and a sitcom addict rest of the time, Runa believes that animals come first. When not petting or feeding dogs, she is reporting on their state in the country among other things. Movies, ramen and reading up on Game of Thrones theories make her feel complete.